Copyrighted 2013 © Nicks Arthur
Edited by Matthew
Summer
vacation, every kids dream right? That's exactly how I felt, until I found out
that I was being shipped to Florida for the next two weeks. No, it's not the
good kind of Florida either; I am being sent to stay with my grandparents in a
retirement home. Wait, I'm sorry, an "elderly village" as my parents
delightfully put it. They tell me it will be good for me, bonding with my
grandparents and all. Yeah right. Why would any sane person want to stay with a
bunch of old people whose deodorizer smells worse than any form of body odor?
My parents
tell me that I will have a good time and probably meet a good boy down there.
If you hadn't figured it out, I am a boy myself. That's right. I like other
boys; I'm gay. I'm out to my parents and my best friend Addie, but that's it. My
parents took it very well that their only child was gay, I am very thankful for
that. They have given me my space to grow sexually. Now that I think about it,
my ex-boyfriend Robert knows as well, but fuck him. The bastard cheated behind
my back last fall and when I found out I dumped his ass on the curb. I have
been happily single ever since. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, my name is Eric,
Eric Hunts. I have sand colored, highlighted hair and blue eyes. My
ex-boyfriend told me that I had the best body at our school; he would know, the
fucking slut. Oh well, I refuse to be hurt by another bastard ever again.
They told me
that I never know what could be in store for me down there, that I may have an
adventure. What adventure can you have with someone over sixty who gets their
main source of entertainment from watching the Wheel? I'll tell you who will be
having the adventure, my damn parents. They are going on a big two-week cruise
in the Caribbean. The assholes say that they need some time to themselves and
that this would be the honeymoon that they never got to have. It's not my fault
that they didn't have a honeymoon, yet I am the one being punished for it.
"It's
just not fair Addie. They always punish me with shit like this. "I whined
to Addie on the way to the airport. She had volunteered to go with my parents
and me to the airport. She wanted to see me off I guess, a final farewell
before my departure to hell. "I mean, I'm a good kid, right? "I said,
pleading with her to agree with me.
"Sure
you are. "She said with a chipper smile. "Um... there is that one
time where you... uh..." she said with a contorted look on her face, as if
she was actually straining to think of a good deed that I had done. "Oh! I
know, how about that one time when you helped that kid in the wheel chair.
Wait, he ended up at the bottom of the stairs, never mind. "She said with
an I-didn't-mean-to-bring-up-something-so-bad look on her face.
"We're
almost there honey. "My mom called from the driver's seat. "You
better be gathering up your things, sweetie, that you brought along with you to
occupy yourself on the flight. "She said, I noticed her sickeningly sweet
smile reflecting at me in the rearview mirror. She's such a bitch.
"That's
true son. You know how you are when you don't have your game boy on a long
trip. "My dad added his two cents into the mix. The bastard is always
doing that. He thinks if someone doesn't know his opinion on every subject that
the world may just shut down. People tell me that I look like my dad, but I
sure hope they're wrong. I don't want to have to try the same pathetic attempt
to keep hair that he uses; comb-overs are a futile way to hide baldness. Ugh...
and those glasses.
My parents
are such dorks. I hate them for ruining the first two weeks of summer for me. They're
assholes, but, as my memory recalls, my grandparents aren't that bad. Actually,
the last time I went and visited them I had some amount of fun. But I was also
seven the last time I went to see them, so I could have sat there and watched
the seven hundred club with them and thought I was having the most fun of my
life. I just hope that it wasn't my pathetic seven-year-old mind making up the
amount of fun I had.
"I
won't, trust me. "I said, rolling my eyes. I haven't played with my damn
game boy in two or three years. They are total dumbasses.
"Do you
own a game boy? "Addie whispered into my ear.
"Not in
a long time."
The rest of
the car ride was uneventful and, if at all possible, aggravating. Simply due to
the fact that my parents kept looking at me with a smug look on their faces
that screamed 'you're fucked for the next two weeks, have fun' and I hated it.
"Have
you gotten his stuff loaded up onto the trolley, dear? "My mom questioned
my father with a worried look on her face. I stuffed my suit case full with ultra-fabulous
clothes, because even if I am going to be in dead-wood Florida, I still need to
look my best. My dad was struggling with the thing, it had to be heavy. I had
packed several books, along with at least thirty outfits. Did I mention that
this thing was freaking huge?
"I've
got it. "My dad said just as the vein over his right eye started to pop
out. "What did you pack in this thing kiddo?" my dad questioned me as
he finally managed to get the suitcase onto the cart.
"Just
what any typical teenager would. "I responded putting on my large vintage
big-lensed style sunglasses. I am very into fashion. I made my way through the
terminal door, working my stuff, strutting it for all the guys out there. I am
definitely going to get laid on this 'vacation' even if I have to hire one of
those damn male escorts.
"You're
going the wrong way sweetie, your loading port is over here. "My mom
stopped, motioning me toward my gate. I rolled my eyes at her and brushed my
highlighted hair out of my eyes. I can't wait to get away from these dumb
fucks. The only person that I am truly going to miss is Addie, she is my bitch,
we do everything together. She was the first person that I ever came out to and
she was so awesome about it, she really encouraged me to come out to my
parents. She also hooked me up with my first boyfriend, the bastard.
We got to
the gate, where airport security won't let you any farther unless you have a
ticket, and this is where the goodbyes started flowing in. My mom started
first, of course with the tears.
"Two
weeks without seeing my baby." She balled, throwing her arms around me in
a motherly death grip. She laid her head on my shoulder and I could feel the
warmth of her tears soaking through my shirt.
"Quit
mom, you're gonna ruin my shirt. "I silently scolded into her ear. She
stood back and smiled, looking me up, then down.
"My
baby is almost grown up, I am really gonna miss you Eric. I just want you to
know how much we love you. "She said, putting her arm around my dad and
squeezing him as if to reassure herself.
"We
really will miss you son." My dad chipped in with his little crooked
smile.
"Well,
it was your guys' damn idea. So I hope you have fun on your honeymoon. "I
said, a little more bitterly than I intended to.
I turned to
Addie and this is where my eyes started welling up. I have never gone two weeks
without seeing her. She even tried to convince her parents to let her come with
me, but they wouldn't let her. We did everything together, so two weeks without
her is going to be really hard. I remember this one time when we were six, she
was going on vacation to the Bahamas and I threw such a temper tantrum that my
parents agreed to let me go. To bad those don't work now or I would be throwing
one right in the middle of this damn airport.
"I'm
gonna miss you bitch." I said throwing my arms over her shoulder. "I
don't know what I'm gonna do without you for two weeks. Have we ever been apart
this long? "I asked her pulling her closer to me.
"I
don't think so. I am gonna miss you so much. My first two weeks of summer are
not gonna be any fun with out you. Who am I supposed to scope out hot guys
with, right? "She said her voice cracking from the tears that she was
trying to fight back. I chuckled into her ear. She buried her face into my
shoulder. "We'll talk every night. Thank god for the miracles of modern
technology. I'll call you every night on your cell. "I barely made out
what she said through her muffled voice.
"Okay,
that's a deal. "I said kissing the top of her head.
"All
passengers on flight 209 to Tampa, please report to the terminal for loading. "I
heard a nasally voice report over the intercom.
"That's
me." I stated as I pulled from Addie's embrace.
"I'll
see you in two weeks baby. "My mom said, her voice straining against her
tears.
"We'll
miss ya bud. "My dad added as he gave me a final wave.
"Call
me when you land, okay? "Addie asked as I pulled out the handle on my
suitcase.
"Sure."
I said as I flipped my hair back and proceeded through the security check and
then onto the plane that was about to take me to my summer hell.
"Would
you like some complimentary peanuts sir? "A lovely young stewardess asked
me and she bent down a little too far to reveal some rather disgusting
cleavage. Breasts are so gross, especially when they are falling out of a
horrendous orange polyester suit.
"No
thank you. "I said as I readjusted my sight forward to stare at the
shockingly old in-flight movie. "And I'm gay." I whispered into her
ear since it was so close. She straightened herself back up, pursed her lips,
and continued down the aisle to 'service' someone else.
This is
going to be a five-hour flight with absolutely nothing to do. It's times like
these I wish that I had that game boy, but I am almost a grown man, surely I
can find something to keep myself occupied for the time being.
"What
is your name sweetie?" This rather old woman asked, with my luck she was
seated right beside me. I hope she falls asleep soon, I don't want to be stuck
having to talk to her for this whole flight.
"Eric,
and what is yours? "I asked figuring that I might as well get the small
talk and pleasantries over with sooner rather than later. I mean, I do I have
to scope out some hot guys on this plane, you never know who I may run into
once it lands.
"Eleanor
James. You know, I have a grandson about your age. "She said as she pulled
a book out of her purse. She was a little woman, very frail looking. She stood
at about five foot four, and you could tell her age by the deep creases that
indented her face. But all in all she was your typical cute old lady.
"You
do? "I asked, liking the sound of this. Boys fascinate me, what can I say?
Straight, bi, or gay, they were always on my mind.
"Yes,
his name is Jackson Main. He is a wonderful boy, so well behaved and polite. You
know, he makes top marks in his class. "She said as she started digging
around in her immensely large purse.
"That
is very good. I am sure that he would be quit charming to meet. Are you going
to visit him, Mrs. James? "I asked very politely, trying to come up with
as much small talk as I could to tire her out, that way she would hurry and
shut the hell up. Old people can be so aggravating, unless they are giving you
useful information, which happens on rare occasions.
"Why
yes dear. His father and mother, my daughter, live in Tampa near the Shady
Springs retirement center. Which is fortunate for me, that way I can socialize
with people my age, while they are off doing their own thing. I really would
hate to keep them tied up for a full three weeks." She giggled and she
finally retrieved what she was looking for in her over sized pocket book. She
pulled out a miniature photo album.
"What a
coincidence, that is where I will be staying for the next two weeks." I
said overenthusiastically, propping my head on my hand feigning my best look of
interest. "I bet I will get to see you almost every day. My grandparents
live at Shady Springs. "I added.
"That
is so good. You and my grandson would get along perfectly." She said with
a delighted smile plastered over her wrinkled face. She flipped open the album
that she had been holding and turned to a page somewhere deep within the book,
to where a very handsome boy graced the pages.
"Is
that Jackson?" I asked, practically having to force my tongue back into my
mouth. This guy was gorgeous. He had golden brown colored hair that
complimented his baby blue eyes. His features were strong and sharp, something
that I like very much in a guy. He was absolute perfection, well as close as
you can get anyway. "He is so hot. "I stated, not thinking about what
this elderly woman would think about a boy lusting over her grandson, me and my
mouth.
"Are
you one of those queers too? "She asked sounding just as sweet as she had
a moment ago, as if she had not been affected by my revelation at all.
"Uh...
yeah. I guess you could say that, Mrs. James. "I said very unsure what I
was getting myself into.
"Well
so is Jackson, according to his mom he just loves boys. I don't understand it. But
he is my grandson and I love him anyway. "She said as she closed the photo
album and placed it back into her ridiculously oversized bag. I truly liked
this lady now, she knew what she wanted and what she cared for and didn't.
"Please call me Eleanor, Mrs. James makes me feel so old. "She said
primping her hair.
I like this
old woman, she was kind of sassy and very socially accepting. I wish all people
where like her. The world would be a better place.
"Maybe
he can show you where all the gay kids have their shindigs." She said with
a smile plastered over her face.
"Yeah,
but could you not mention this to my grandparents if you ever meet them? They
don't know about my, uh, preferences. "I asked her while turning to her
with a very pleading looking in my eyes.
"You
can trust me honey. "She said as she fished a travel pillow out of her bag
and placed it behind her head.
The rest of
the trip was spent with Eleanor napping while I did my best to scope out hot
guys, but I was thoroughly disappointed with the outcome. The plane was filled
with nothing but families, mainly with younger children. My only thought was
that they had to heading to the most magical place on earth, to be young again.
"We are
about to land in the Tampa airport. Please place all trays in their upright and
locked positions and fasten your seat belts." A woman with a very nice
sounding voice announced over the intercom.
The landing
wasn't rough at all, unlike the time that I'm sure is waiting for me in Florida
is going to be. I was supposed to meet my grandparents by my gate, but when I
arrived, Mr. and Mrs. Senile were nowhere in site. I took out my blackberry and
looked through my phone book for the number to my grandparents' cell phone. As
I pushed the send button, I saw them come up the escalator, my Gram digging in
her purse for what I am sure was her cell phone. I hit the end call button, but
she still proceeded to dig around in her pocket book. She then looked up and
spotted me, a smile spread across her aging features. My Pap followed her lead
over to me and I pulled my sunglasses up into my hair, pushing my bangs back to
keep them out of my eyes.
"Is
that my little Eric all grown up!" My Gram exclaimed wrapping her arms
around me and pulling me close to her.
"Get
off the boy. He's just off the plane, he don't feel like bein' smothered. "Pap
scolded Gram. She proceeded to back off of me and they both took a good look at
me. "You have hippy hair son. Why the hell are you not cutting it? "He
asked, his voice deep and rough sounding. I guess it was his years in the
military that made him appear so gruff. That is one thing I always admired
about him.
"It's
how everybody is wearing it Pap." I responded, defending my hair.
"Well
you look like a damn sissy. I bet if everybody was jumping off a bridge you
would follow 'em."Pap added sounding more like a stern father than a
grandpa.
"Leave
him alone Herman." Gram scoffed at him. Though Pap doesn't like to admit
it, Gram had total power over him, so he followed her lead. "So how was
your flight? "She questioned as we made our way over to luggage pick up.
"Good I
guess." I answered. "I met this interesting lady. Her name was
Eleanor James. She said that she had a grandson that lives close by where you
guys live, Jackson Main?" I said with a smile spreading across my face at
the recollection of Mr. Hottie.
"Why we
know him, don't we hon?" Gram told me as I lifted my suitcase off of the
return belt. I wish that I wouldn't have packed so much, it was heavy. "He
volunteers at the main office sometimes." She grinned.
"He's a
good boy, and damn smart as well." Pap added his two cents, just like dad
would have done at this point.I guess that's where dad gets it. "He helps
me and Gram out all the time."
"Cool. "I
simply said, outside I was calm and surly as always, but inside I was jumping
up and down screaming. My grandparents liked him, I liked him, so everybody
liked him. He'd better take an interest in me.
We made our
way out of the airport and to my grandparents black SUV. Pap helped me load my
over packed suitcase in to the back of the big rig, and then I sat myself in
the back seat behind him.
"And
this will be your room. "Gram finally ended the tour. When she started it
I thought it was a stupid idea, because I had been here before, but I guess
everyone's mind needs a refreshing.
"Thanks
gram. "I said.
"If you
need anything let me know. "She stood up on her tiptoes and gave me a peck
on the cheek, then left the room closing the door on her way out.
I turned
around and scanned the room. It was a light shade of blue with a full size bed
on one wall, it had a T.V., a dresser and a closet full of hangers that I was
assumed I could use. I started to unpack my stuff, all the while thoughts of
Jackson danced around in my mind. God that boy was a work of art. I bet he had
a damn good body too, something good for me to lick all over.
"Pap,
I'm gonna go for a walk, is that ok?" I asked as I slipped my flip-flops
on.
"Hell
yeah, just be back before dinner. Your Gram'll get pissed if you are late for
dinner. She is stubborn as hell, you know that. "He said and I gave him a
thumbs-up to let him know that I got him.
I walked
down the path of Gram and Pap's little apartment thing. I guess this place
wasn't so bad to live at. Each couple or person that lived here had their on
little bungalow type thing, like a mini-house all their own, equipped with two
bedrooms, two bathrooms, a living room, and a kitchen/dinette thingy. In total
there were twelve of these little homes in a semi-circle, all with at least one
vehicle parked in front of them. And at the front of the semicircle were two
large buildings on either side. The one on the right was the main office and
the one on the left was an activity center, kind of a recreation room type
deal, I guess where seniors could socialize, as Eleanor had put it.
I decided
that my best bet for finding Jackson was to go into the main office, so I
followed the sidewalk along the curved street to the main office. I walked in
to see this young woman who looked o be around my age sitting behind the desk.
"May I
help you?" she said with a smile in a peculiarly happy voice. It was
almost creepy.
"Umm...
yeah, is Jackson, um, Main working today? "I asked barely containing my
anticipation to what the answer would be. I hoped he was.
"I am
so sorry, he's not. He's picking up his grandmother at the airport." She
informed me. "He will be in tomorrow. But for now, can I help you with
anything? "She continued with that annoyingly chipper voice. All I could
do to keep myself from cussing her out was to turn around and walk out.
There was
nothing else to do so I went back to my grandparents' place.
"Rise
and shine Mr. Sleepy Pants. "Gram said as she pulled the curtains, letting
the sunlight pour in. I looked over at the clock and, much to my horror, it
read eight thirty. It was summer; no one was supposed to know that eight thirty
even existed during the summer.
"To
early, must sleep. "I said pulling my pillow over my head, incapable of
forming complete sentences at this ungodly hour. "Go away. "I stated
simply and closed my eyes.
"No
sense in wasting daylight Eric. "Gram said as she grabbed my covers at the
foot of the bed and pulled them off of me. Thank god I had decided to leave my
boxers on last night. I usually sleep naked and it would have been very
embarrassing to have my grandmother see me completely in the buff. "What
time did you go to sleep?"
"Around
ten. "I reported. I did go to sleep at ten because there was nothing good
on TV, I had already called Addie three times that day, and the recreation room
was closed, so there was absolutely nothing to do whatsoever. But just because
I went to sleep at ten that doesn't mean that I couldn't sleep until eleven or
twelve. I pulled the pillow off of my head and decided that I might as well do
as I was told, that way I wouldn't have to hear Gram bitch at me. I stood up
and stretched.
"That
was a decent hour, then. Well, your Pap has made a big breakfast, eggs,
sausage, bacon, oatmeal, and biscuits. "She said as she started making my
bed.
"Thanks
Gram. "I left the room still in my boxers, needing to go to the bathroom,
that way I could piss and take a quick shower. When I got back to my room, my
bed was made and I went over to the closet to pick out a hot outfit. I knew
that Jackson had to be volunteering today; he would surely be showing Eleanor
around. I decided to go with a rocker look, a pair of camouflage shorts and
black tee shirt with a rough looking eagle holding drum sticks in its talons. I
slipped on a pair of my leather flip-flops and then ran some smoothing cream
through my hair and I was set for the day.
"Took
you long enough. You're worse than a damn girl. Lucky I had your Gram wake you
up early 'cause breakfast just got finished. "Pap said as he placed the
skillet of fried eggs on the table. I took an empty seat at the table and
proceeded to fix my plate. I don't really like eggs so I made myself a bacon
biscuit and quickly ate it, then chased it with a glass of orange juice. I
wanted to get out of there and see if I could catch Jackson.
"Do you
mind if I go to the recreation room? "I asked.
"Not at
all sweet heart, but I'm sure there will be nothing in there that will interest
you. "Gram answered.
"I'm
sure I can find something to hold my interest. "I said thinking about
Jackson and how much I had become infatuated with him. True, I promised myself
to never let another guy hurt me the way that my ex-jackass had done, but I am
a teenage boy after all.
I got up and
left the table. I made my way out the front door and started toward the main
office to see if Jackson had checked in that morning, but I was distracted when
I saw Eleanor go into the recreation room building, she was being followed by a
tall slender looking boy with golden hair that caught the sunlight perfectly. He
was wearing what I assumed to be the 'retirement village's' required uniform of
a light blue polo and sandstone colored shorts with pleats in the front. I
really hoped that this was the uniform, because I couldn't handle it if he had
no sense of fashion.
I changed my
direction to that of the recreation building. It was a short walk, and when I
entered the building I saw Eleanor looking around at the card tables and there
behind her was her hunk of a grandson.
"Look
who it is Jackson. "Eleanor said when she caught me standing in the
doorway ogling her grandson. "It's that nice boy I was telling you about,
Eric. "She said with a smile.
"You
were right grandma; he is easy on the eyes. "Jackson said with a soothing
voice, it was as smooth as butter and I loved it.
"Hi. "I
said meekly, trying to hide my blush. What the hell am I doing blushing? I
don't blush. "You must be Jackson."
"That
would be me. "He said crossing the room and offering me a handshake. I
took it and found out that he had the softest hands I had ever felt. It turned
me on to no end.
"Th-that's
good." Wow this boy had me really messed up and I think I kind of liked
it.
He laughed
at me. "It is good. My grandma tells me you're gay, I'll have to take you
out tonight and show you the town. "He said with a smile and then he
leaned into my ear and whispered "You'll have to get out of this
retirement village, there is sure as hell nothing to do. There wasn't anyone to
do until you arrived. "He kissed me on the cheek. Wow this boy moves fast.
I like him.
"Hey
Pap. "I said as I wondered in around five. I had spent a wonderful day
getting to know Jackson. I went with him and Eleanor on her tour of the
facility. He told us about his school and how he had recently broken up with
his boyfriend because he just didn't like him anymore. He said that he had
never truly loved his boyfriend, but now he just wanted to play the field. "Do
you mind if I go out tonight with Jackson? "I asked him.
"Down
here for a day and you are already going to leave us out to dry. I sure as hell
don't blame you. Get the hell outta here. "Pap said as I turned to go down
the hallway to my room. "Wait, where the hell are ya going? Now I can't
just let you run off and not know where the hell you are. "He told me.
"We
will probably go and catch a movie and then eat somewhere." I told him as
I went and changed into an awesome pair of jeans that were a light color and
distressed in all the right places. I pulled on my brown leather belt and
decided that I should wear my red polo with white horizontal stripes.
"Okay,
just be back before midnight and call if you need anything. "My pap told
me as I slipped on my second, dressier looking, pair of leather flip-flops and
I was out the door to meet Jackson.
I walked up
to the main building to where I saw Eleanor and Jackson in his car waiting for
me. I pulled my sunglass down over my eyes and I began to run to the car. I
hopped in the back and we were off to his house where he would freshen up, as
he put it.
"Wow
you have a really cool bedroom. "I said as he showered in his bathroom. He
had left the door slightly cracked, that way he could talk to me. His bedroom
was awesome, it was decorated great and he had all the latest stuff, like a
plasma screen TV, a cool digital camera hooked up to an insane computer, and
what looked to be a closet full of high end retail.
"It's
nothing really. "He said as he shut the shower off. I was setting on the
edge of his bed when he came out of his bathroom, dripping wet with a towel
wrapped gently around his waist. He sure knew how to turn someone on. His body
was perfect; he had a broad chest, perfect pecs, and a killer six-pack that I
could imagine myself having a field day with. He also had my weakness, a
treasure trail; I have always loved that about guys.
"Do you
need me to push your eyes back in your head? "He taunted, then turned and
dropped his towel to reveal the most fuckable ass I had ever seen.
"If you
keep doing this, you are going to have to beat me off with a stick. "I
told him as I stood up and grabbed his naked ass.
"Not
yet, I would like to at least buy you a drink first. "He said playfully,
slipping on a pair of boxers over my hand. I pulled my hand off his ass and let
him continue getting dressed.
"Yes, I
will have the sesame chicken. "I told the waiter at this local Chinese
restaurant.
"And
I'll have the same. "Jackson said as he handed his menu to the waiter. The
waiter jotted down the orders and we were left to talk. "So tell me about
you ex-boyfriend." That was one thing about Jackson; he dove into topics
that were uncomfortable and I liked that about him. I'm sure if he was put in
the right position he could make anyone uncomfortable.
"Well,
his name was Shawn. We were together for about a year, and then last fall he
started cheating on me and I found out sometime last month and I dumped his
ass. Since then I have vowed to never let another guy hurt me. Because the
world is filled with jackasses like him and I don't particularly care if I ever
meet another one like him in my life. "I told him.
"Well
that sounds very nasty. I don't imagine why any boy would ever want to break up
with you. Seems to me that you are every boy's fantasy. "He said with a
cocky smile spreading across his face.
"So is
this a date? "I asked, nervously playing with my chopsticks. To be honest,
I really didn't know what I was doing here. I believe that he is the first boy
to ever have me on edge, someone who actually had control over me, complete
power. I didn't like it.
"I
guess you could say that. "He said looking at me and then straightened the
lapels of his jacket. Maybe I should have worn one of my blazers, he was more
dressed up than I was, and I can never be out done. But his answer put a smile
on my face all the same.
"You
food is served. "The waiter told us in broken English as he placed our
plates in front of us and then left. We both dug into our food, carrying on our
conversation.
"So how
did your boyfriend take you just out of the blue breaking up with him? "I
asked him since he had the balls to ask me basically the same question.
"Well,
he was kinda heart broken. At least I think so, but he said that there was
someone else that he kinda had feelings for and he was wanting to pursue
them.SO I guess it wasn't all that bad. I would almost say it was a mutual
break up. "He said as he popped a piece of chicken into his mouth, he
didn't seem to care about it all that much.
"So am
I just a summer fling? "I blatantly asked, because I wanted to know where
I stood with him and his agenda. I wasn't positive what would happen on my end
of the deal, I guess it will be one of those wait and see type of deals.
"Wait
and see. So far I like you, I'd even go so far as to say that I really like
you. After my grandma went on and how much we have seemed to click, it's really
hard to say. I may be looking for a fling right now, but you never know what it
could possibly turn into. "He told me and proceeded to take a sip of his
soda and then wiped his mouth.
"I feel
the same way, just a fling maybe." I told him, snapping my chopsticks and
getting large smile out of him, just what I was wanting.
The rest of
that week we continued to go out until Friday night when I had to go out with
my grandparents to dinner. Other than not seeing Jackson that night, it wasn't
a total bummer, plus we had plans for Saturday night. His parents and Eleanor
were going to their beachfront house for the weekend. I don't know what he had
planned for the evening, but I sure as hell know what I wanted to happen.
That's why
at seven o'clock I showed up at his front door step Saturday night with a cheap
ass bottle of wine that I had managed to sneak out and buy from some dumb ass
convenient mart place. Oh well, anything with alcohol in it was bound to get
you somewhat buzzed and anything can happen when you are buzzed.
"Surprise!"
I said putting the bottle at my side after I presented it to him, I then leaned
in and gave him a quick kiss. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that the kissing
thing started on Tuesday night after our date. He pulled me in, sat the bottle
of wine down on a table that was by the door, put his hands on my waist and
pulled me in to kiss him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and our make out
session started. He was such a great kisser, he knew precisely when to nibble
on my lip, he knew exactly the way that I liked my tongue massaged as we were
kissing, and he knew the perfect time to pull back and just lean his forehead
onto mine, all the while staring deeply into my eyes. The boy was perfection,
nothing more, and definitely nothing less.
"I'm
making chicken lasagna, and this wine should go excellently with it." He
said, picking the bottle up and taking my hand, leading me into the kitchen. He
got two wine glasses down out of a display cabinet, while I uncorked the wine,
trying to be careful not to break anything. He poured us each a glass, then
handed me one. "Here's to a great first week, and to what may come. "He
said lifting his glass, I followed suit and then took a drink. It was vile
stuff, I should have known better than get some cheap ass wine from a quickie
mart. He started laughing at the awful look that I had on my face from the
vinegary tasting whine.
"That
stuff was horrible." I told him, setting my glad down on the counter.
"You
should have known better than to get a cheap bottle of wine. "He playfully
scolded me as he turned around to check on our meal. "Go sit in the dining
room."
I picked my
glass up and made my way through the archway into his dining room, where I
found that he had the lights dimmed, two candles lit, and two place settings. I
took the seat opposite the doorway, that way I could see him carrying in the
dish that he had prepared. He sat the lasagna down in between the two candles,
and proceeded to spoon it out onto my white plate. It looked so good, so
cheesy.
"I hope
you like it. "He said as he sat across from me and spooned himself out a
helping of the delicious meal.
"I do. "I
said taking a second sip of my whine; it didn't taste so bad with the food. The
meal was quiet with both of us just staring fondly at one another. If anyone
would have been watching they would have said that it was cute. "So what's
for desert? "I asked as I laid my fork on the table bedside my plate, then
placed the napkin that I had in my lap right beside it.
"Well
it's a surprise. You'll have to close your eyes. "I closed my eyes. I
heard Jackson get up from the table, I then heard his breath blowing out the
candles, and then he grabbed my hand. He pulled me up from the table and lead
me out the side archway and then up the stairs. I knew what he was doing now,
but I didn't want to spoil his surprise, so I didn't say anything.
"Okay,
open your eyes. "He said, and I opened my eyes. His room was filled with
candles, the lights were off, and his bed had white rose peddles on it. I know
this may sound corny to some, but to me, at that moment, it was incredibly
romantic. He turned me around and I saw a look in his eyes that I had never
seen anywhere before. "I know we haven't known each other but a week, but
I feel like we belong together; that no matter who I date or what I do, that I
will always think of you, that I can't be complete without you. I know that in
my short seventeen years of life that I haven't spent much time trying to find
Mr. Right, but I know that when I met you, I found him. Originally, all I
wanted from you was a fling for the time you would be here. Nothing but
meaningless sex and someone to shoot the shit with, but as we talked, I grew to
know, to respect you. I know I may be selfish in asking this, but will you stay
the summer with me? I need to know what will happen; I need to know what it
would be like with you beside me. "He said looking deeply into my eyes,
one hand cupping the side of my face while the other brushed my hair out of me
eyes.
"I-I-I-I
don't-t know Jack-Jackson. "I said. How could you turn some one down after
a speech like that? "I mean, I have my parents, I have Addie, I have my
own damn life. I can't just give it all up like that. I really don't know
Jackson. I mean, I really like you too and of course I would love to know where
we could go, but I honestly don't know if I could give up a whole summer for
someone that I just met. "He looked disheartened and he took his hand off
of my shoulder. "All I can promise you right now is that I will think
about. "He looked a bit happier.
"That's
all that I want is for you to think about it. "He said placing his arms on
my shoulders.
"Good,
I will. "I said with a smile starting to spread across my face. "But
weren't you gonna feed me desert? "I playfully asked looking at him.
He answered
me by pressing his lips gently against mine, taking it slow, not really wanting
to rush things, I guess. He started backing me up towards the bed as our kiss
deepened and turned into something more passionate. He was rubbing his hands
down my back and then grabbed the bottom of my shirt and slowly began to raise
it up in the heat of the moment. We broke the kiss only long enough for him to
lift my shirt over my head, ruffling my hair. We continued the kiss as I sat
back on the bed pulling him down. He placed his knees on the bed, and it sank
down with his added weight. He crawled on top of me while I ran my hand down
his stomach, feeling every bump where his six-pack was formed. I started
lifting his shirt running my hand underneath it. My hand went up to his nipple
and started tweaking it.
Jackson was
now straddling me, and I could tell that the tweaking was driving him crazy. He
broke the kiss, straightened up, and peeled his shirt off, and then dove right
back into our kiss. Our hands were exploring each other's bodies for the first
time and I was excited to no end; I definitely had a huge boner. His hand
landed at the top of my pants and he started to undo my belt buckle. He broke
our kiss and looked at me with a wild eye signaling me to follow suit, so I
undid the top button of his jeans and started unzipping them and, much to my
surprise, he wasn't wearing any underwear. His cock flopped over onto my hand;
I was in heaven.
He stood up
and removed his pants in one fell swoop, then proceeded to pull my pants and
boxers off. He lay back down on top of me and our kissing continued with added
grinding. My hands ran all the way down his back, grabbing his ass when I
reached it and pulling him closer to me, if it was even possible. He actually
broke our kiss, and started making his way to my neck, sucking and nipping at
every part of me until he reached his destination. He licked and kissed my
neck, every minute sheer ecstasy, he moved down until he stopped and started
working on my nipples, first flicking his tongue on the right, then the left. All
the while, he was sending me into a state of bliss I hadn't visited in a while.
He licked his way down my stomach and stopped just short of my dick.
He brought
his hand up feeling up the length of my cock, stroking it a couple of times. He
started licking my balls and I was in heaven. He took his tongue up the
underside of my cock and licked it 'til the very tip. He placed his lips over
the head of my dick, first taking that in, swirling his tongue around its head,
teasing me to no end. He then plunged down on my rock hard dick, effortlessly
taking in the whole length. His throat contracted around my member, sending
shivers through my body. He quickly pulled off and started teasing the
underside of my cock with his tongue again. He dove down again, trying his best
to send me over the edge, and I have to admit that I was almost there. After a
quick minute of his powerful mouth, I could no longer hold back and I spent
myself in his mouth, him sucking it down like it was his favorite food.
"Oh my
god, you are amazing." I told him as he crawled back up to me and started
kissing me. I could taste myself on his tongue, and that was enough to get me
excited again. I broke the kiss, because I had the intention of returning the
favor that he had just done for me.
I ended up
spending the night at his house; of course I called Gram to let her know. He
was the best guy that I had ever met, and I knew that I didn't want to lose
him. I guess that's why I was lying in his bed with his arms wrapped around me
that night, thinking about how great he was, and how lucky I was to have met
him. His warm embrace was all that kept me calm then, as I was wracking my
brain with solutions on how I could get everything I wanted. That was a lot,
since it included still having Jackson, not spending the entire summer with my
grandparents, not hurting Addie in the process, and my parents being ok with it
all.
Then it
suddenly came to me; why should I have to give up my life this summer to stay
with him? Why couldn't he come and stay with me this summer? I mean, my school
had scheduled two and half months off for summer vacation; I could spend an
extra two weeks here with him and then he could come and stay with me for four
or five weeks. That's it, that's the solution. We could be part of each other's
lives. I just hope he goes for this, but in the mean time I needed more sleep
and I loved his warm embrace, so I let myself drift back off into dream land.
"Good
morning, handsome. "Jackson whispered in my ear. My eyes fluttered open to
see his beautiful baby blues staring at me. I smiled. I stretched in my bed; it
was still hard to believe that I had managed to talk him into my plan. I had
spent the past four weeks staying with my grandparents, and when I told them
why, they were totally cool with it. Go figure, right? Everything has worked
out so far; we have been at my house for a week now and Addie has told me
several times that if he were straight, she would so do him.
"Good
morning. "I giggled as he placed his lips over mine the way that I had
become accustomed to in the past few weeks. I broke the lip lock, wanting to
make sure that we didn't get too carried away, since my mom was just
downstairs, more than likely fixing us breakfast.
Oh yeah, as
for mom and dad's second honeymoon, it wasn't that romantic. Dad stayed seasick
the whole time, and that kept them mostly confined to their room. I am so glad
that they went on that cruise, it lead me to Jackson.
"What
did you do that for? "He asked, looking at me puzzled as I went to the
bathroom to relieve myself.
"You
know better than I do what that would have turned into. "I told him as I
flipped the waist band of my gym shorts back up and flushed the toilet. I
walked back out into my bed room to see him sprawled out on my bed smiling at
me, and it's scenes like this that made me fall for him. I wouldn't say that I
loved him yet, I still believe that it's too early in our relationship to
really know if I truly love him, but I know that it's working its way there.
"So
what do you want to do today? "I asked him, pulling on a tee shirt and a
pair of khaki shorts.
"Let's
go to the park, call Addie, and make her come too. She is so much fun. "He
said with a grin; I was so happy to see my new boyfriend getting along with my
bitch.
"Okay."
"So
you're sure you don't like girls? "Addie asked Jackson for the hundredth
time.
"Positive.
"He said, leaning over and giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm
telling you, all the good men are taken or gay. "Addie sighed as she
leaned back on the park bench. We were sitting on picnic tables watching a few
of our male friends play basketball on the court.
"Who's
this? "I heard someone ask, someone I had hoped to never hear from again.
"Get
the fuck away from me Trevor. "I told my ex-boyfriend in a calm voice.
"I'm
his boyfriend. "Jackson chimed in putting his arm around my waist.
"Leave us the hell alone."
"Not by
a long shot. "Trevor smirked at Jackson. "Eric we need to talk."
"I'm
not talking to you. "I told him with a firm tone in my voice.
"Please
baby, I want to give us another chance. I know I did you bad, but please, I
love you. "He said, sounding just as pathetic as the night that I had
broken up with him. He is such a self-centered ass; I pity the next man that
gets him.
"Didn't
he just tell you to leave him the fuck alone? "Addie said getting up. She
was a tough bitch, she always knew exactly how to handle situations like this
one. She stared him down. " Aren't you gonna answer me? Did he not tell
you to leave him the fuck alone? "She repeated herself; she only did that
when she was pissed.
"Ye-yeah,
he did. "Trevor stuttered.
"Then
why the fuck are you still here? He will never take you back, you selfish
prick. "She said getting up in his face.
"I
don't have to take this shit. "He said, putting his hands up, gesturing
that he was giving up. He walked away.
"Yeah,
turn and run you little pussy. "Addie yelled after him. "That guy's
such an ass. He asked about you every day while you were gone. I even told him
about Jackson. "She said sitting down beside me.
"Thanks
Addie. "I gratefully said, giving her a hug.
"We're
bitches right."
"I'm
gonna miss you. "Jackson said as we lay in my bed, basking in the afterglow
of what we had just done. He looked deeply into my eyes.
"I am
too. "I told him, I had been thinking about this night for the past three
weeks, his last night here with me. "Can't you come live with your
grandma? "I asked him for the billionth time.
"My
parents won't let me. "He told me.
"So
what are we gonna do, just break up? "I asked, I had been racking my brain
for weeks now, but my solutions have never worked out, or I hadn't thought them
through enough.
"Fuck
no. "He said kissing my forehead. "We'll figure it out."
"That's
what you've said for the past two weeks. Well guess what Jackson, you leave
tomorrow and all we are doing is laying on my bed, while I bitch about you
leaving. "I told him, getting upset at the lack of solution that we had.
"We can
maintain a long distance relationship. We'll split up school breaks, you can
come see me and I will come see you. Plus, I will be graduated in nine months
and I already have early acceptance into Yale. New Haven isn't that far away. What,
an hour or so? See, we can be together. "He said caressing my cheek with
his finger. "The time that we get to spend together will be much more
special with things this way. Haven't you heard? Absence makes the heart grow
fonder. "He lifted my head to meet his eyes which I had clearly been
avoiding. All it took was that one look from him to know that we would be
alright, that we would make it work.
"Okay. "I
said, softly kissing his lips. "That will work. "I planted another
kiss on his lips, only this time it turned into something more heated. I guess
we were ready for round two.
"I'm
gonna miss you." He said giving me another kiss. I was still holding his
suitcase; we were outside the familiar loading gate that I had to use not so
long ago. My parents, Addie, and I had all come to see Jackson off, as well as
his grandmother. When our kiss finally broke, everyone was looking at us with
teary eyes.
"I love
you. "I told him; I finally knew that that was what I felt for him. Love,
not lust, and that is what I had always wanted to feel for him.
"I love
you too. "He said initiating another kiss. After what seemed like a
second, the familiar annoying voice came over the loud speaker.
"All
passengers that are on Flight 205 to Orlando, please board at this time."
"I
guess I have to go. "He said taking a step back.
"I hope
you have had a good time. "My mom said, teary eyed, giving him a hug.
"Come
back anytime you please son. "My dad said clapping him on the shoulder.
"Bye."
I simply told him, looking at him as he smiled through his tears at me and then
he turned and walked through the gate. I watched him disappear around the
corner and my heart sank. I was really gonna miss him, hell I was already
missing him, but I knew that everything would turn out alright.
- Epilogue -
My holidays couldn't have been
better, with him by my side. He came to my house for his fall break and I went
to his on mine. Mom, dad, and I spent thanksgiving with his family in Florida;
while he spent half of his Christmas
break with us.
I knew that the love we had was
strong, but every time I saw him I knew that it was still growing. I had a
feeling that it would always be growing. I look back now to the beginning of
the summer and see that what I wanted to do, have a summer fling, wasn't meant
to happen. I couldn't have a summer fling. I'm not a fling type of guy. But I
guess you know that now, seeing how we have been together for almost a year
now.
Jackson is going to be graduated next
week and I am going to see him do it. I am really happy that he is starting at
Yale in the fall, that means that he will only be a short drive away from me. Plus,
when all my friends ask me about him, I can say, "Yeah, I have a Yale
Male. I am so excited!!
So life is good; I can't complain. I
have been dealt a good hand in life.
All I can say is that I hope that I
never have to look for a summer fling again.
The End
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