Copyrighted 2013 © Ricky Nathan XII
Edited by ERW XII
- One Shot -
I walked into the room, nodding to my
friends to leave me alone, they've been helping me, while trying to help me,
Piggeh tries to cheer me up with going to the bar, Stephano sits with me and we
just talk, and Mr. Chair reads me stories as if I was a child. Russ, Red, Scott
and Snake are there for me to, we've got a better bond now, they've supported
me in every way possible...
I took a
chair and pulled it over to the bed, giving a warm smile as I caressed his
cheek. "Hello Cry." I spoke, there he slept, his mouth slightly
parted, his facial expression completely relaxed, I missed the color of his
eyes, they are so pretty...
It has been
a month sense he was here, he has been in a coma, I forgot how it happened, but
when he busted out into cries, I knew something was wrong, I called for the
hospital and then he fainted, I was scared, I didn't know what happened to my
beloved, and I feel like it was all my fault...
I let out a
small cry. "Please just wake up... Please! Stop putting me through pain, I
need you Cry! I need you!"
I held onto
his hand as I started to tell him how much I loved him. "I wish I knew
sooner, I wish I wasn't recording! I wish I paid attention to you more than my
stupid account! I love you so much, you mean the world to me! Please just...
Just come back!" I begged, tears rolling down my face as I slightly tugged
on his hospital gown. "Please?"
I wish he
just reached out and wiped away my tears, I wish he just tried to comfort me!
But he didn't, every time I asked for him to come back he didn't move, not even
a twitch. I did that for months, then I went home and cried myself to sleep,
but every time I did cry, less tears came out, I knew I was running out of them. And it just made
me cry even more when I reached over to the other side of the bed, forgetting
that he wasn't there.
* * *
I drove in
the car, Scott, Red, Russ and Snake were there, Red was sobbing loudly, Snake
cried silently and Scott and Russ were just like me, to shocked to even cry, I
could tell Scott had some tears come down his face, but I'm pretty sure he
didn't even notice.
We all were
in black, the men in suits and Red was in a fancy black dress with lace at the
bottom, wearing a top hat.
No one
talked, I knew if they said something about Cry I would burst, I know that as
well, I haven't been crying for a few weeks, I wanted to, but no water came out
of my eyes, they feel dry, so all I could do was just sit there and let pain
take over me.
I parked in
the parking lot and unlocked the car, it was raining heavily, I opened the door
and walked out, my feet taking me to the front of the church, I was greeted by
Piggeh and the others, they all were crying, Piggeh was crying the most.
All of us
went in together, there was other people there, Mark, Yami, Max, Minx, Krism,
and a lot of more people... I sat down, and waited for the priest to come, he
talked about him, saying good things, and he didn't know anything about him, I
did the most...
I stood up,
going over to the front to say my speech, feeling the tears about to come.
"Cry
was my best friend, my number one hater, my lover, and everything else, he
understood me, accepted me and l-loved me, and I know that he will never ever
stop loving me, where ever Cry is, I hope he is happy there, yet I hope he
misses me, I h-hope he never forgets me, and everyone else, he was one of the
funniest people I've ever met, and when we were together everything was b-beautiful...
He will be in my h-heart and everyone else will always have a part of
him..."
I broke,
tears rolled down my cheeks and I cried, well more like I sobbed and I quietly
walked back, sitting next to Red as she held me close, she was crying to, Red
is like a mother to me and I will always love her like a mother.
Other people
went up for speeches, making me cry even more... Everyone finished, they left,
the group I took went with other people to get home as I went over to the open
coffin, there he slept, he was more peaceful than ever, I wish I could hear his
voice again though, his beautiful eyes, his warm touch, but now I will never
feel that love again.
I placed a
green rose on top of his chest, the same color rose he gave me on our first
date...
Tears
swelled up and fell down onto Cry's chest, I sobbed, I want his warmth, his
love, I want everything that he gave me back, I want him back... I kissed his
cold cheek and closed my eyes tightly, wishing he was awake, and when I opened
them again, he was still laying there...
There he
slept....
* * *
I drove my
car in the rain, it has been a year since Cry has died, yet I still cry every
night, but I still feel him around me, I can feel him trying to comfort me...
A sudden
sound rung through my ears, a crashing sound, I came back from my dream world
and ran right into it, a car driving on the wrong side of the rode crashing
into me from the front, my legs were mashed and squished, I let out a painful
cry and suddenly something hit me from behind, causing me to hit my head on the
wheel, I bleed out, my legs had no feeling, soon my arms didn't have any
feeling, I couldn't move any part of my body and I just, drifted off to
sleep...
My eyes
opened, I saw the bright blue sky, clouds floating peacefully, I sat up,
rubbing my eyes and looking around, I was in a meadow, colorful flowers
everywhere, the grass was soft and comforting.
I got up,
looking around, only to find a patch of green roses, but for some reason wasn't
on a bush, and they looked like they didn't have any thorns. I walked over to
it only to find a body, it was a male with brown hair, snoring quietly. Then I
realized, it was Cry! I could tell by the snoring and his messy hair, there he
slept...
"Ryan?!"
I asked, he turned towards me, slowly opening his eyes, his eyes widened as he
quickly sat up. "Felix?!"
Cry went up
to his feet and went over to me, feeling my face. "You're real? You're not
fake?"
"Fake?
What do you mean fake? Aren't you fake? This is just a dream isn't it?"
He shook his
head and held me into his arms. "Felix... You died..."
What?! I
died? It was from the car crash... But this could all be just a dream, he isn't
real! "You aren't real." I spoke, my voice dead, as I felt tears come
to my eyes. "What? Felix it is me! You died, I swear to god! I know
everything about you! I took your virginity, you have the most subscribed
YouTube account in the world, and I know that you love me, and I still love
you!"
Tears came
to his eyes and he pinched me. "Oww! What the fuck?"
"See
this isn't a dream! Please believe me!"
This made me
realize this isn't a dream... This isn't some horrible night mare... I actually
died, and yet I get to be with my Cry, my beloved.
Tears came
to my eyes and he rested his hand on my cheek, I put my hand over his and
rested into it, tears coming out of my eyes. "You're here, I've been
waiting for you..." He said, starting to let out small cries, and I did as
well.
We held each
other and rocked backward and forward, he gently kissed my lips and stroked my
hair and we fell asleep in each other’s arms...
* * *
My eyes
opened, feeling the loving hold from Cry, we were still here, in the peaceful
meadow, in a small house, but it was beautiful and big enough for us.
I looked up
at him.
There we
slept, together, and we will always be together, forever...
I love him,
more than anything else, and I won't forget him, I can't, because this is our
life now, well our dead life...
The End
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